Sunday, August 30, 2009
I can't breathe. I can't freaking BREATHE.
I AM FANGIRLING RIGHT NOW.
I CAN'T EVEN BREATHE RIGHT.
GOD, HELP ME.

G-Dragon Debut stage: Heartbreaker & Breathe


I'll be back to edit this once I get my breathing straightened out.

okay, I'm back. I finally got to breathe properly. Hahha!

Gawd, i can't get enough of the epicness of his debut perf. The Apple is freaking genius! Apples, in some ways resemble a heart lot; it's red, the similarities of the overall shape, etc. I like the idea of the 'rotten apple' in the beginning before his performance actually started because it's so creative and symbolic! Heartbreaker - broken heart - rotten apple, get it? Lol.

For a 1st debut live perf, I thought he did pretty well(i'm not being biased at all, seriously). His vocals may not be exactly his best but his whole stage presence and charisma totally outshined that flaw. I still cant get used to his blonde hair though. It's not that bad but I dunno, it doesnt really click to me. But I must say, he can make any weird color or hairstyle WORK for him. I'm jealous with that ability of his. =="

And, HAHAH! HECK, he looked so happy during 'Breathe'! He was smiling so much. Happiness pretty much radiated from him and I got blinded by it (okay, maybe its the stage lights but watever). It's finally his time to really SHINE as an artist. Not that he has never shined to me. It's just that now, he's not Big Bang's Gdragon. He's Kwon Ji Yong, GDragon as his own. I bet in his mind, he'll be thinking, 'The day has finally come! XD' He totally looked like a schoolboy getting his first straight-A award! And omg,he looked so cute I feel like jumping on him XD ROFL. And, 'Breathe' is so freakin scandalous. The lyrics is so suggestive and totally laced with sexual innuendos. I bet he was reliving his 'experience' in his head the whole time he was composing&writing that song. LOL. "You and me hardcore, let's do it some more." WTF. HAHAHAHHA! And lol, the freaking flashy pants! i'm not even sure if those are tomatoes or apples. The Fashionista in him has surfaced. XD

Personally, I like Breathe a whole lot more.
I pray Woei lin will get me my copy of the album from Korea. *prays hard*
I'mma go now. Lol. till next time.

'I can't breathe, I can't breathe~'
CLassified at 8:08 PM

Sunday, August 23, 2009
Addicted to APPLES & HEARTBREAKER

"Sometimes,
loving
a
H.E.A.R.T-B R E A K E R
is inevitable.."


---


this phrase was stuck in my head for days.
It's true, isn't it?
And how most girls get
their sweet lil hearts broken
for getting too close.

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.

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I was so addicted to Heartbreaker and my fetish for Apples has resurfaced which brings us to this post and what happened yesterday.

On a calm, dark Saturday night, Kelly and I were sitting in her bedroom being our bored selves, rewatching HEARTBREAKER Mv for the 13843846238th time. Suddenly, the idea just HIT. We scrambled down the stairs to her kitchen and ransacked her fridge for some apples. Got a knife and carved a lil heart, took us less than 5 mins(pro huh?)..
and for the next hour, this is the outcome...

WARNING:
It may be too EMO for your brain to handle D:

A-P-P-L-E.
the forbidden delicious fruit.
like me.

I LIKE. xD

Typical Jane shot. HAHA!
I like how the apple turned out in this.
Gah, you goodlooking thing!

Love the shadow effect!

I really really really LIKE this shot.


Jeannette says I look like CL in this.
AHAHAH! I feel so flattered.
If CL really does something like this in the future,
I'll die a happy fangirl.
GD + CL =
SKYDRAGON ftw!

My attempt at a 'comical' expression.
ROFL.

Lol, I was trying to work the apple; TOP style.
I think it turned out pretty good. HAHA!
I look SO sutck-up and gangsta~ xD
Wassup~ Wassup~ Wassup~!


And good news!
My dear Woeilin darling who's in Seoul right now will try to get me
this HEARTBREAKER album!
YES YES YES YES YES!!
*punches fist in the air in victory!*

thats all, tata for now. hehe.

CLassified at 9:40 PM

Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Happy 21st Birthday, HEARTBREAKER.

Kwon, Ji-Yong (Korean: 권지용, Hanja: 權志龍, Born August 18, 1988), better known by his stage name G-Dragon, is the leader of the Korean musical group Big Bang. Yong means dragon in korean and Ji sounds like "g", hence, the stagename, G-Dragon. He began training under YG Entertainment at the age of twelve. After six years of vocal and dance training he made his debut in 2006 as part of Big Bang.

Happy birthday,
you-now-21 year old-talented music genius-weirdo,out of the world fashionista-sexy-hot-cute-dorky-man!
KWON.JI.YONG.
GAH.

Dammit, Ji, you're giving me a heart attack on your birthday
with your new released solo album and MV,
HEARTBREAKER
.
Although yeah i'm happy that you're releasing your 1st solo album on your birthday, i mean it's something to be really happy and proud about ^^ B
BUT!
I bet you love killing all your fangirls as much. Seriously.

Well, for one, I think the concept is pretty cool and SO LIKE YOU. You never fail to shock all of us with your fashion sense, hair(you had so many bizarre hairstyles for as long as I can remember), and everything. But heck, why do you look so good in everything???!(ok maybe not all the time but MOST of the time) GAH, you even look prettier than me! D:

G-DRAGON - HEARTBREAKER MV

*Apparently, this mv is part 1 of GD's MV trilogy. Can't wait for the next 2 parts. xD

You're my HEART HEART HEART HEART HEARTBREAKER! Oh my effing gawd, I'm in love with this song. Seriously. Although this MV and concept screams like a mashup of Lady GAGA & Twilight, I'm still going crazy over this. You must have known I have an APPLE FETISH, HUH Ji? This MV seems a lil weird but heck, why do I find this MV SO DAMN HOT?! To those reading this, I HAVE A THING FOR BAD BOYS, SUE ME. XD And, just like the many other times, Ji, you've awed me once again with your compositions. This song you've composed/written/produced is HEARTBREAKINGLY, EPICLY, AWESOME!! For some reason, the part from 2:20, "I'll still still be dead, I will still be dead" is stuck in my head. Lol, am I emo or what? AHHAHA.

AND, KYAHHHHH!! *screams, squeals,jumpsaroundinjoy* OMG OMG, CHAE-YONG!!! SKY-DRAGON! Ji, what's up with 0:37? Are you telling me you're THAT in love with CL(or in other words, your Chaerin) that you're trying to dress like her too?! Cause at 0:37, everything about you in that yellow jacket and shades plus the headphone is screaming CL in 2NE1's Fire space version to me! xDDD It's alright Jiyongyong, I feel your love for dear Chaerin. HAHHAHA XD


I NEED TO GET MY HANDS ON THE ALBUM LIKE RIGHT NOW, SERIOUSLY.

GDRAGON - HEARTBREAKER


Tracklist
01. 소년이여
02. Heartbreaker
03. Breathe
04. Butterfly (Feat. Jin Jung)
05. Hello (Feat. 다라)
06. Gossip Man (Feat. 김건모)
07. Korean Dream (Feat. 태양)
08. The Leaders (Feat. Teddy, CL)
09. She's Gone (Feat. KUSH)
10. 1년 정거장






My favs have gotta be 소년이여, Heartbreaker, Breathe, Butterfly, and The Leaders (My girl, CL!! XD) from that list.
Anyone who has a kind loving generous soul,I WILL LOVE YOU TO DEATH IF YOU GET THIS FOR ME. LIKE NO SHIT. SERIOUSLY. XD
CLassified at 2:19 PM

Thursday, August 6, 2009
Misfortune or Bad luck? D:
GAH, God, help me.
I dun wanna go back to college!! D:
I know, I know, I had a 2-month holiday since June and yeah I admit that I did rot a lil bit but heck, I still don't wanna go back to schoolscratch that. College or Uni, I mean. =(

Subjects for this semester are:
  1. Principles of Marketing (I can't believe I'm taking this again. I did it before in HELP)
  2. Introduction to Public Relations (Quite fun, although there's a lot of writing involved in the near future)
  3. Introduction to Screen & Sound Studies (It's like Film studies? Movie analysis and stuff. I heard I have to write a 16-page movie script as an assignment soon. Should be fun ^^)
  4. Introduction to Journalism (Pretty self explanatory I guess? Lots and lots and lots of writing, I presume. I have yet to know what it's really like though. First class is tomorrow so yup.)

But back to why I really to blog about. GAH, I need to b*tch a little.
My first 3 days of being back in Kdu College from Tuesday (4th Aug). I dunno why but misfortune has been on my side for the past 3 days and GAH! I feel so bummed about it. I'll break it down for you.


TUESDAY, 4th August '09
  • I had an 8am-10am class ONLY.
  • Bloody wake up at 6am in the morning
  • Leave by 7am to avoid the traffic jam FOR ONE class. ONE freaking class. *cries and sobs*
  • Got there at 7.10am. Waited till 8am.
  • Went to class. Met up with my friends, talked about our holidays. (This was fun XD)
  • 8.30am : Teacher still wasn't there yet.
  • 8.45am : Some girl came in and said.. "He's not coming today so you guys can go back =)"
What The EFFFFF. *starts swearing* I only slept for like... 3-4hrs the night before because I'm still not used to sleeping earlier than that(been sleeping late for the past 2 months ==). GAH! I woke up at 6 and went to college just to hear a girl say "He's not coming today"??! ARGH! AFJAGJAKAHFGHJSDHFK!!! *beep**beep**beep*


WEDNESDAY, 5th August '09
  • Class was from 10am-2pm.
  • Woke up at 8.30am, Left the house at 9.15am.
  • Got to college at 9.30am
  • Tried side parking because that was the ONLY space i saw that was nearest to the entrance to enter college.
  • It started raining heavily all of a sudden. The space I was parking is an open parking lot. So I had NO choice but to park underground.
  • When reversing out, I banged the car parked behind me a little O_O Good thing I found no damage on my car and no one witnessed my little crime scene or i'll have to freaking pay.. I'm SO sorry, you green My-Vi owner!! Dear god, FORGIVE ME!
  • After parking in the underground basement, I got lost down there. Apparently, there was no staircase or any passage to enter the building connected to the parking lot. HOW STUPID is that!
  • In the end, I walked around and finally came to the kitchen back. One nice man(I think he's a lecturer though, quite cute XD) was nice enough to ask me whether I needed help.. Hmmm, come to think of it, maybe he just found it weird that a girl with a jacket over her head(it's raining ok!) is at the kitchen back looking like a lost cat. D:
  • I asked him how do I get in the building. He laughed a bit and guided me through the kitchen and I found myself in the cafeteria. People who sat near the door I came out from looked at me funny. I dont blame them though. I know I looked like a lil-drenched, lost cat after all.. O_O -- DAMMIT, it was this teeny-weeny bit embarassing, ok? SIGHHH.
On the bright side of that day, I was early for class despite all the misfortune and bad luck. Plus, I think I left a pretty good impression on my new PR lecturer, Sheila for being the 1st in her class. She somehow found out my name during the 1st quarter of the class and asked me for my opinion on something she was talking about. She surprised me a little but Lol, it would be a lie to say I wasn't flattered. XD


Today, THURSDAY, 6th August '09
Today's not as bad as the 2 days before. THANK GOD.
  • Class at 9am-12pm
  • Woke up at 7am, left at 7.50am.
  • Got there at 8.10am.
  • Screen & sound class, I had to watch this boring movie. oh gawd. It's a 1950 japanese movie titled Rashomon. Yup, 195o, a 50 year old movie that won best film back then in Venice Film Awards(the oldest film award show, even older than Oscar). And YUP, it's black and white. It sounds lame, I know but i thought it was alright? Acting wise, I'll have to give a thumbs up? Judging from a 1950 movie, of course. I thought the idea/storyline was alright, quite creative. But omg, the main female lead was annoying and a b*tch(she had sex with this bandit, in front of her tied-up, helpless husband.wth.) in the movie. Gah, I hate it how women are potrayed back then. Weak, gullible, whiny, always crying, damsel in distress and not to mention so.. slutty D:
  • On the way home, some big lorry bullied me D: Stupid lorry. Just because your big ugly vehicle is bigger than my small, cute,sexy Jaycar, it doesn't give you the right to bully me! GAH.
Okay, I think I'm done with my b*tching. Bye. GAHHH. I hope nothing bad happens tomorrow.
CLassified at 2:54 PM