Tuesday, December 30, 2008
I just died and went to Heaven <33
KYAHHH!!! XD I'm on high now!! I'm hyper, excited, I wanna scream till my lungs pop, my heartbeat rate is beyond the normal speed of mankind and I'm having perverted thoughts.. omg, F*CK F*CK F*CK!!! *squeals, faints and dies*

Gayo Daejun; Wrong Number & Mirotic (Acoustic) LIVE! 12/29/08


This is seriously the BEST of the BEST performance I've ever seen from DBSK in a while. There was so much energy, charisma, smexiness, hotness, and whatever else in between throughout the whole 8mins of the performance. Although I thought the dance was a little messy and not in sync in some parts, their vocals and stage presence made up for it. And omg, there was a live band playing for them. The violins were so.. awesome! XD

And HOLY COW, Under my SKIN is back!! I seriously get turned off everytime I hear 'Under my Sky' instead of 'Under my Skin'. Again, it STILL does not make sense to me. But I'm so happy that their performance was actually AFTER 10PM. So techinically, they didn't break the rule where they had to sing the CLEAN version of Mirotic since it states that as long as it's after 10, you can sing Under my SKIN. Ridiculous bunch of old perverted men. Youth Protection Assiociation, my butt. =="

I love the transition between Wrong Number and Mirotic. It was genius to do a short dance break and the chin dance before going into Mirotic. And gosh, DBSK totally rebelled last night. Seriously, I can't believe both my ears and eyes. I can't stop spazzing over the fact that Yoochun said, "Yeah.. you guys ready?! This is what i'm talkin' bout! You guys trying teach us?! Hell no!" in english!!! This statement(or should I say 'hollering') indirectly screams PROTEST against the Youth assiociation whatever shit who banned Mirotic in the first place. You go, Yoochun!! Tell them! And I noticed their 'chin' dance was different this time. The move where Jaechun were putting their fingers on their lips followed by the move where they point at their heads is as if they're saying, "You trying to shoosh us up? Think again!" LMAO! Just a speculation. If you rewatch that part, you'll get what I mean. Heh. And during Junsu's adlib almost to the end, i realized he emphasized 'SKIN' a lot. It went like, "I got youuuu~~uuu~~UUU~~ under my SKINNYEAAAHHHH" LOLLL!!! Go Junsu! And gawd, his vocals tonight is totally WOW WOW! As expected from the almighty Junsu. HAHA!

And OHMYJAEJOONG, The ending pose where they stripped off their top, showing their sexy, delicious backs was totally.. BAM! In your FACE, you youth whatever! XD Oh yes, I forgot to mention, I watched this video about 1AM in the morning last night(or should I say this morning). So yeah, I tried REALLY hard not to scream. In the end, I couldn't take it, I screamed into my pillow. HA! XD I was just too excited and not to mention, really HAPPY of what they did. Never realized rebels could be so hot till now. HAHAH!


*click to view fullsize*

Lol, Jean and I were spazzing and talking about each of the members backs last night. Imagine that! LOL! Two girls talking about men's backs at 1-2AM in the morning!HAHA! Yeah, I know what you're thinking. 'Perverted bunch of crazy fangirls!' Pfft, like you guys and girls don't do that. I know your dirty little secret okay? HAHAH! Anyway yeah, Jean and I were talking and we've both come to think that.. Hmm, let's start from the far left.

Yoochun; Too skinny. Could be mistaken for a girl's back XD (Sorry, leeyee! I still think he has a really sexy collarbone and adam's apple!)

Yunho; He looks really toned. Dark and sexy. WHEEE!!~~ XD

Jaejoong; The perfect sexy back. You can totally see his muscles mannn.. Plus his tattoo totally added the sexy bad boy feel to the whole thing. HOTTIE!

Junsu; Sorry Junsu. As much as we love you and we think you're cute and sexy at the same time, you look rather.. flabby. SORRY! You know, it's ok, we still think you have the sexiest and best butt among the 5. LOL!

Changmin; he looks TALL. HAHHA! Okok, that's out of the question. we're talking about backs now! Well, we both think that Changmin would be 3rd place after Jae and Yunho. (Aren't You happy, Kelly and Jinli?? HAHA!)

Okay, as much as I suspect Yunho's gay(SORRY YUNHO FANS! if you happen to read this, please dont kill me), I thought he was sexy last night. Especially during the dance battle. I think he had the most flavor in his dance choreography compared to the others.

Gayo Daejun - Dance Battle


1. SHINee - Taemin
Considering him being only 14-15, I thought he's really good? He had the energy and flow to his moves. I loved how he ended with throwing the jacket. HAHA! Taemin, keep it up!!

2. Big Bang - Seungri
I was a little disappointed with Seungri cause I've seen him do better. Although I liked how he slowed down at some parts and was pretty smooth, I think he can do better. But I guess it was alright. =) Seungri was so cute to end it with a bow. heh.

3. Super Junior-H - Eunhyuk
It was phenomenal. WHOO! XD I liked the idea of the whole mask thing(although it's pretty common nowadays). His popping was good. Liked it. HAHA! But for some reason, I'm not liking your silver outfit, Eunhyuk. Lol!

4. 2pm - Jaebum
HIP HOP!! YEAH!! GO Jaebum! His um, thrust was rather sexy. LOLLL! His body looked really nice too dont ya think? HAHHAHA! Jaebum had the most power to me so far.

5. DBSK - Yunho
Well, I'll have to say, Too bad his hat dropped. LOL! Except for that lil mistake there, I liked his the best. No biasedness. Seriously. His moves were clear and he had the most flavor and variation in his moves? But as much as I liked the whole thing, I didn't really like his ending. Lol! Oh yes, don't u think it was so Micheal Jackson-ish? hahah!

To me, overall, I think they all did great. In their own special ways, of course. But if I were to pick the ones I enjoyed most, I'll say Jaebum's and Yunho's.


And now, for the moment I've been waiting for!!

The PIANO BATTLE between Big Bang's Taeyang and DBSK's Junsu!


YAY! They both sang englishENGRISH (lol!) songs! hahah! Well, I think piano wise, Taeyang wins but if we were to compare vocals, I'll say it's Junsu. In terms of pronounciation, obviously Taeyang. Sorry Junsu, I still can only understand a fraction of what you're singing. I can't deny your vocal abilities though. Seriously, I teared up from Junsu's emotional singing eventhough I didn't really get what he was actually singing besides 'You're my everything'. Taeyang's 'Don't wanna try' was soothing to the ears, I'll have to say. I wished Taeyang picked a more challenging song to show off his vocals though. Nevertheless, I melted from both of the guy's performances. I can't decide who won! Love them both! XD DBSK and Big Bang rocks!

Hmm, about Big Bang, I thought that their performance was okay? They lacked the 'oomph' for me. As in they didn't make me go WOW WOW? Perhaps they were tired and all, I dunno but I personally think if it weren't for Seungri's solo performance, I think the performance will seem pale compared to their other performances before? I liked their audience interaction though. They can sure pump the crowd. They did 'Oh.Ah.OH', 'Strong Baby' and 'Heaven'. Nice mix. XD

Intro + Oh. Ah. Oh.


Seungri Solo; Strong BABY


Big Bang's Heaven


Sorry leeyee. Usually I would agree with you about BB but this time, I'm on DBSK's side. LOL! As much as I liked how they came in with a van(that was hella cool to me), Seungri's SEXY SEXY solo, and the pumping Heaven performance, BB still lacked the 'WOWness' for me last night.

SO yeah. That concludes this post. Later, I'll talk about a movie I watched yesterday with my cousin, YeeErn.

AUSTRALIA is one touching movie! XD
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Friday, December 26, 2008
26th Dec; the day they were born ♥ ♥
26th December 2003 - 26th December 2008



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HAPPY 5TH ANNIVERSARY, TVXQ! ♥

Gawd, I feel like I'm on top of the world today.. Haha, I know this might sound crazy but I can't help but feel so SO proud and happy for my favorite boys in the whole world. I can't believe it's been like more than 2 years since I became a fan of them and omg, my love for them is still as strong as ever. It's like I only became a fan of theirs yesterday!

I still remember the very first time I saw them in Pops in Seoul on Astro, channel TVB8 back in Nov 2005. I remember I liked that particular song of theirs. Yup, it was Rising Sun. This is the exact video I saw back then:-
TVXQ - Rising Sun MV


I remember searching for that song in Limewire to download it but that was the end. It wasn't till about 6 months later when I saw them again.

June 2006; I saw them on TV again. This time, it was a LG phone commercial and they were promoting their upcoming concert that was going to be held in the next month. Lol, I remember the first thought that came to my mind when I saw that commercial; "They look ugly." LOL! Then, around that time, my friend, Zherei was telling me about them. She came to my hse once and she was showing me these MVs of them. I was a pretty crazy Mingdao/Qiaoen fan back then so I didn't really bother or paid much attention to her everytime she would talk to me about them. (Sorry, Zherei XD)

November 2006; If my memory didn't fail me, I think it was the 1st week of November when I heard about them again. I was in my aunt's car on my way back from 1U with Jeannette in the backseat. I remember clearly that Jean and I went to 1U to get a bday gift for my bestfriend, Radiance that day. God.. I will never forget that day when I heard 'O'-Jung Ban Hab on the radio (MY-FM, Thank you!). You see, I was a dance machine back then. Everything that rotated in my mind was Dance, dance and more Dance so I thought that 'O' was such a great song to dance to. But of course, I didn't know that the title for that song was 'O' and that it was TVXQ aka DBSK who sang it till I asked Zherei when I went to school the next day. She recommended that I watch the music video on Youtube so when I got home that day, I youtube-ed it and... BAM! I became a fan(a small one at that time) instantly.

TVXQ - 'O'正.反.合


Okay, I'll be honest. I was a Yunho fan in the beginning before I converted into a Jaejoong fan. Gah, come on, I'm sure you girls thought Yunho was totally HOT in the 'O' MV. His moves at the intro was totally... WHOA. XD And remember, I was a dance freak back then so naturally, guys who can bust good moves attract me!

Since that fateful day after the 'O' MV, I started searching for more videos on my own and I came across this variety show called; "Xman". OMG, after that show, I was totally HOOKED to DBSK. No shit. Their personalities, dorkiness, charm, talent and everything else in between totally made me fall head over heels with them. In a week, I became a HUGE fan of them after watching more variety shows. To be honest, I never really thought that they were a goodlooking bunch till I got to know more about them. You could say that it was their personalities & talent that make them shine as artists. No kidding. I've never seen any artist so REAL (I dunno what's the word to describe them) before. Yeah sure, maybe they're just faking the whole thing but seriously, there's bound to be crack somewhere even if you were to act, dont you think? And believe me, I've seen them act in dramas before. They can't act for shit! Sorry DBSK, but I think you should stick to singing. LOL.

Gosh, seriously, I've never felt this way over ANY artist/celebrity in my whole life. Their voices are WHOA, their dance is just mindblowing and their personalities are just so lovable. It's not everyday when you can find a boyband who can SING, DANCE, have looks that are higher than average, and have great humble personalities. And you know what, it makes me mad when people say that I'm 'LALA' and start insulting me & DBSK everytime I mention I'm a DBSK fan. Just because majority of DBSK fans in Msia are LALAs, it doesn't mean being a DBSK fan is LALA okay? Hate it when those people who don't know anything about DBSK, they start talking shit about them. Bleh, screw the haters! XD

These boys mean a lot to me(as crazy as that sounds, it's true). They brought a whole new meaning into my life by giving me friendship(you know who you are), love for music, etc. etc. Seriously, they bring this light into my life till I'll never forget them even if I were to have a boyfriend or get married 10 years from now. They have marked my life with their presence and really, I'm glad they did. They showed me that actually koreans can make great music too. I became a total K-POP fan because of them. (Fyi, I'm not only a fan of DBSK. I love many other kpop artists as well.) KPOP is the BEST yo!

Lol, I can remember Kelly and I were having this conversation about how DBSK affected our lifes last week when I was still staying at her place and heck, we laid on the bed and talked for at least 2 hrs! HAHA! Dbsk definitely touched many lives including hers, mine and over MILLIONS worldwide. Gah, I still find it astonishing how they beat Elvis Presley's record in the Guinness World Records of having the biggest fanclub ever. Dbsk has 800,000++ in Korea alone. Imagine if they were to cound the hundreds of thousands or millions in US, Europe, India, Japan, Thailand, China, Phillipines, Malaysia, Singapore, Indonesia, Australia etc. etc. Lol, believe it or not, I know at least one fan from all those countries.

DBSK has come a LONG way and I feel so proud of them. They've improved throughout the years, shed lots of tears, sweat and blood, lived up to the company's and our expectations etc. Sometimes I feel sad for them to be working so hard. They only get a 2 week holiday and work all year round non-stop and I lost count the times they went into hospitals due to stress and fatigue. Perhaps it was their hardworking selves that made me love them so or maybe it was how they bring themselves... I don't know. But what I do know is that I've come to love them as people who are close to me? You know, like Family? Weird, I know but that's how I feel. I don't know how to explain but... HAHA! Gawd, you probably think I'm some psycho now. LOL!

Their Discography over the 5 years (2004-2008)

Click to view full size. ;)

Year 2004


Year 2005


Year 2006


Year 2007


Year 2008


Lol, that's a LOT of albums/singles. I never realised that they had THAT much. And to think there's PLENTY more to come is just.. WOW. Lol! You know, as I looked through the singles/albums, I can't help but think how far they've come and how much they've changed.

Year 2004


Year 2008


The change from their debut single, Hug to their latest album, Mirotic is rather.. drastic, don't you think? Lol! They've matured so much and god, I feel so proud of them!! I feel like a mother watching her children grow for some reason. AHHAH! They're changed from cute, innocent boys to hot, sexy MEN! XD

And GOSH, their brotherhood or bond they have between each other never cease to touch my heart everytime I see it. They're more like brothers instead of just friends who are stuck with one another because of the group. They're each other's pillar of strength and I can tell that they rely on each other a lot. Their bond is just... GAH!! Beautiful! *sob sob* T.T

Man, I just realised that this post is getting LONG. So I'll end this post with a few quotes from them and 2 tribute videos made by other fellow Cassiopeians. ;)

You are always my Bestfriend - Friendship of TVXQ


The words they endured for 1 year and 7 months [Eng Sub]


"Our friendship is stronger than all else because we're breathing the same air, speaking the same thoughts and sharing one dream."
- Jaejoong

"Not only 2 years, but even until twenty, two hundred and two thousand, we always have to be together."
- Yoochun

"I think it's best when 5 of us work together as one."
- Junsu

"If anyone is to leave TVXQ, I will go back to being a regular high school student."
- Changmin

"Whenever the five of us are together, no matter where or when, it's happiness to us."
- Yunho

[These quotes are taken from random radio shows/interviews/variety shows. Credits to farahmicky @ Youtube.]




DBSK; Forever 5! ♥♥♥

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Thursday, December 25, 2008
Joy to the world, the angels sing~~ ♫ Merry X'mas!!! XD
WHEE!!! Hello!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!! XD

I know Christmas is ending soon in a few hours but heck, whatever. It's still 25th and it's STILL Christmas now. Better late than never, right? LOL!

Anyway, I went for this Christmas/church service thingy with Jinli and Leeyee this morning. Woke up about 8AM today, got ready and headed to Jinli's place about 9AM. We went to Ampang to this ballroom where the 'event' was held. It was kinda nice. Felt all christmas-ish. Although I felt a little weird since 97% of the place was filled with Christians, I guess it was alright to me. Catched up with Jinli while we had a mini-chat about lots of things. She told me about her recent trip to Bangkok, how she was THIS close to meeting and seeing Wonder Girls in real life, how she saw so many DBSK stuff there and how Thailand's wantan mee was SWEET. LOL! We had a fun chat and Shane her bro showed us these chipmunked versions of DBSK songs. REALLY FUNNY! XD Junsu's voice was especially squeaky. HAHAH! The event thingy ended about 12.30pm and I had to get back home while Jinli has to get ready for her family dinner tonight so I went back home. Today was pretty fun for me =)

Now, about Christmas Eve dinner last night with my whole family I talked about in my last post. I had Christmas eve dinner with my WHOLE family last night. Yeah, that includes my dear crazy cousin, Kelly, her family, Uncle David and Uncle Kevin. As usual. Like we celebrate X'mas every year as FAMILY XD

Unlike last year where we had our very own roasted turkey, this year we decided to lay low and went for a buffet dinner in ONE Hotel (1U). My family and I arrived a little later than rest because my mom and I came back late from the salon. Yeah, I know what you're thinking; "You went to waste money on your hair at the salon again?!". Well, not really. It was only RM40 for hairwash, trimming and styling so I thought it was pretty worth it for my case since my hair looked like a growing jungle(my hair length almost reached my bigsexy ass, lol!) So yeah, anyway, my family and I arrived late and omg, the place was kinda crowded O_O The food was okay to me; not too bad and not really THAT good either. What really made me happy was that they served turkey. Haha.. Christmas is never complete without turkey to me =P

Oh, if you're wondering what I wore that night..

My Xmas dress~! Purple is such a sexy color to me.


So after eating and eating for about 3-4 rounds, I stopped for a while to digest the food and started camwhoring with Kelly. Lol! Gawd, thanks to her, I think I'm becoming more and more of a camwhore. XD

Warning: Picture Heavy Ahead.

Brian & Kelly, holding up a PS3 game.
Give back keith's/lucas's xmas gift, you greedy witch!

My witchy cousin/partner in DBSK craziness, Kelly.

Me!

This is a stalker pic of my handsome but boring brother.
Why does he hate taking pics so much? =="

My Aunt Kuen and I

Yeahhh~~ Christmas baby!! Bring in the turkey!

Me and noodle monster, Kelly XD

Me and my sugardaddyfav uncle in the world, Uncle David

Kelly, why are you drinkin WATER on such a glorious/fun occasion?!!

Oh sh*t, caught red-handed with alcohol =P
That champagne tasted REALLY good though.

AHHH! Caught again!

Me, Brian, Kelly
Come here boiii, muah muah! LOLL!!

I find this pic hella funny for some reason.

My dorky/nerdy bro laughing at us.

When Kelly and I decide to take a walk in the garden...

Nice legs but bleh, fatty arms =="

Wooohhhh~~ SEXY!

Lol, just a little bit more and crap, I'll be exposed O_O

"WHEE~~ I can fly!"

Family pic? Lol. Where's Daddy?

Ahh, there he is. Drinking wine again, Daddy? LOL!

Me and my hot mommy.
♫ I got 'it' from my mama~~~ ♫
HAHA!

After taking LOADS of pics, Kelly and I headed for dessert. We got lots of them! Cake, tarts, marshmallows, fruits, etc. etc. Lol, I was eating marshmallows when Kelly cracked this lame joke and as usual, I laughed and this is what it looks like...

LOL! I look like the ugly witch from Snow White. HAHA!

Kelly thought it was funny so she decided to take one too. LOL!
I think I looked more um.. decent than her though.

Chocolate kiss from the Witch?

chocoKiss! muahx muahx!~~

Choco eyeballs?!!! AAAHHH!!!

I thought it was Christmas and not Halloween?!

The hot sexy witches of DBSK.
Fear us! RAWRR!!

Mom pouring me MORE wine.
Yes, gimme more!!
♫ Gimme, gimme more~ Gimme gimme MORE!~ ♫

Yes! I got myself a glass of Rosee! XD
I think that was my 2nd glass of wine that night and I drank like..
4 glasses of champagne before that? LOL! I was still sober though.

Cheers to Christmas!!
May we all be blessed with health and lots of love in the years to come!

It was really fun overall that night. Plus, I got this RM100 angpau as 'Xmas gift'. Awesome huh? Now I can get that Big Bang dvd I wanted for so long!! XD Yayy!!

Plus, DBSK's 5th Anniversary is in less than an hour. Awesome!! hahah! I'll dedicate one whole post of my history of them tomorrow =)
(damn you Kelly. After reading your post, I'm so tempted to tell my side of the story of DBSK fandom XD)
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Sunday, December 21, 2008
Santa Claus is coming to Town!
♫ Santa Claus is coming to T o w n ~ ♫

☆Christmas☆ is in 4 days!!! YIPPIE!! YES YES! Santa's coming in 4 days!! XD

I have no idea why I'm so excited about ☆Christmas☆ this year. I mean, I've been celebrating it with my family for the last 17 years of my life and I've never been THIS excited. Weird much? Anyway, I went for ☆Christmas☆ dress shopping yesterday(I'm having a ☆Christmas☆ eve dinner with my family) and YES, I got myself a dress! XD Went to 1Utama shopping mall at around 11am with Uncle David and Aunt Kuen. Had brunch(Nasi Lemak. Yum~) at this Penang Nyonya restaurant(forgot the exact name).

Then around 11.30am, I went browsing the shops with Aunt Kuen to find my destined dress. Omg, I practically went into every shop because, heck, SALES is everywhere!! Gosh, I think I should start shopping for my Chinese new year clothes now. No kidding. Everything is so freakin cheap? Ok, well not FREAKIN FREAKIN cheap but yeah, cheaper than usual(obviously, it's SALES, ain't it? ==").

After 30-45mins or so, I stepped into Forever 21 and poof!! I found my destined one. Tried it and freak, I thought I looked GOOD in it. Ok, I may sound like I'm bragging but whatever, I don't care. It's PURPLE with silver shimmery stuff around it and oh-my, paired with my silver heels back home, I think I'll look like some hot chick! (HA! Perasan much?) XD I didn't look at the price when first took it into the fitting room to try it(lol, I was too excited as usual) but when I saw RM99.90 on the price tag, I was like..

O_______O!

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YES ! YES! YES!

It was just right under my budget! XD Haha, I had a budget of RM100 in mind and I told myself that I will NOT go over it and I didn't! This has got to be some sign, I tell you. This dress was destined to meet me! I initially wanted to take pics of the dress and post them up but I guess I'll keep that for the Christmas Eve dinner post coming in another few days XD

Just right before I was about to pay, my dear bestfriend, Chloe aka Choi mun called me. We haven't been seeing each other for over a month and heck, I missed her so so MUCH! So yeah, she said she'll meet me at 1U when she's done with work and meet me at about 2.3opm. The clock just ticked past 12 a bit then.

After getting my pretty dress, I went to hunt for a SHINYY *SHINee's Replay
starts playing in my head. "Noona nomu yeppoh~~" Yes boys, I know I'm pretty, thank you. HAHAH! XD*
silver purse(since I didn't have one) to match with it. Finally found one in 'Colours' and there was like.. almost 50% discount for the purse. Originally, the purse was worth about RM70 but I got it for like, RM47.90. A pretty good deal, I guess? I also got myself this pair of shimmer-ish earrings to match the whole SHIMMERY and SHINEE look. XD

That took most of my time and before I knew it, 2.30 came close faster than I thought. Accompanied my uncle and aunt for lunch at Kluang Station while waiting for Choi Mun to arrive. About 3pm, Choi Mun called me and asked me where I was and about 10mins later, I felt a tap on my shoulder.

CHOI MUN! KYAHHH!! XD

Hahaha! Yeah that was the first thing I said, I think. Lol, even if I didn't say it out loud, I'm sure that was the 1st thought in my mind XD What surprised me was.. I saw um, Lum Wai Kong next to her? I was surprised at first (cause, to be REALLY honest, I wasn't expecting him to be there). Not at all.

We left Kluang Station and headed to Pizza Hut because they haven't eaten lunch. Ok, I gotta admit; IT WAS AWKWARD. I think I was laughing off most of the time to cover it all up. ==" I'm sure if you were in my shoe, you'll probably react the same as me. I mean, it's not everyday you hang out with your ex bf now, do you? I think this is probably.. what? The 1st time since almost 5 years ago? If I said I wasn't conscious around him, I'd be lying. I dunno why the heck I was feeling so WEIRD the whole time. Well, one thing's for sure; my feelings for him died along with our relationship years ago and I don't think it'll ever rekindle again. EVER. I mean, with KJJ around, you tend to keep your eyes, heart, mind, body and soul for him XD OKAY, that sounded so SO wrong for some reason. LOL! But hey, it's true. I'm addicted to KJJ

ANYWAY! After lunch, things got better a bit. I felt less awkward after listening to Choi Mun's lame jokes. AHHAA! I still love you girl! We went window shopping and I bought Mirotic vers.C(it's a gift for someone ;D) from Rock Corner while Choi Mun got this white tube and really nice checkered scarf(I was tempted to get one too!). The outing ended about 6-ish and Lum along with Choi Mun sent me back to Kelly's place.

So that concludes yesterday's outing. XD
Bleh, I gtg. I have to sleep earlier tonight. Have an early movie date with my dear cousin Kel tomorrow. I'll be watching Twilight AGAIN tomorrow. Sigh. I'm such a great cousin, ain't I?

Oh yeah, before I go I need to say something to Santa, just in case he miraculously happens to read this.

Dear Santa, can I PLEASE have Kim Jaejoong for ☆Christmas☆?
Here's a very recent pic of him, just so you don't get me the wrong guy. XD

Ain't he just SO CUTE? XD SO huggable! ♥


heh, really gtg now..
Annyeong!!! XD
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Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Stuck
You could say that I'm half bored now and that's probably why I'm here.

I'm actually alone in my cousin, Kelly's room, sitting on her bed with the laptop on my lap and typing away while DBSK's 'You're my melody' plays in the background. Kelly's out to take her 'Undang' aka road/traffic laws now because she failed it once(LOL. I know right. How can you possibly fail Undang??) so that explains why I'm alone now. I've been overnighting here since last Saturday and will continue to for about another 5 more days? The reason why is because, well, my parents decided to go Greece/Turkey without me!! *sobs* How can they not take me?!! *cries* But it's ok, I guess? Since I know WHY they did what they did. It's their 20th Wedding Anniversary so I guess they wanted my brother and I out of the picture and spend some quality time together. Speaking of that, just yesterday, my mom smsed me, telling me about her trip so far. I was a little surprised actually because my mom seldom does but I guess she must have missed me a lot. HA! XD So, my 'selfish' parents went for a cruise, sat in the hot air balloon, etc. etc. She told me how nice the scenery is there. Omg, seriously, I'm jealous right now. I WANNA GO!!!~~ Gawd, to my future hubby, go write down in your notebook and make sure you take me to Greece for our honeymoon!! XD

SO yeah, I'm officially stuck here till next Tuesday. Not that being stuck here is bad or anything, it's just... um, I dunno, inconvenient? LOL. So, the whole time I'm here(since Saturday), I've been practicing for an upcoming performance. YESH! DANCE, BABY! XD I'll be dancing with Kelly and her friends, Udminder and Nikki for the first time. I admit I felt a little awkward around them on the 1st day I met them but everything worked out well after that. So now, when's our BIG day??

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TOMORROW!!

GAHHH! *gets shot and dies*

Our performance is actually for this Xmas party organized by MY-Korea.net and MY-SMTown fanclub. The event is to celebrate Christmas(obviously. ==") and basically to meet up other fans to share the SMTown love. HAHA! I guess I'll be meeting LOADS of Dbsk fans tomorrow. But heck, seriously, I'm actually nervous thinking about it. And to think that after so many times of performing, I shouldn't be feeling that anymore? @_@ I don't even understand why am I feeling so nervous for? The dance choreography is great to me, I know all my steps, our remix is beyond awesome... oh yeah, our syncing isn't so great yet. GAHH!! I hope everything will be ready by tomorrow. *prays*

Come to think of it, I should get going and run through the steps before Kelly comes back.
Wish me luck! ;)

Annyeong(bye), dearies!
CLassified at 4:24 PM

Thursday, December 11, 2008
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!
Warning:
This post contains lots and LOTS of Spazzing.


OMG OMG OMGGG!!!

I'm SO FREAKIN HAPPY right now!! XD

I woke up just now about 10am+ and as usual, I came online as soon as I got up. And guess what?!

DBSK won a Daesang(in other words; Grand Prize)
from last night's Golden Disk Awards(GDA)!!!


Congratulations, my fav boys in the world!! XD

GDA is one of the most prestigious and recognised award ceremonies in Korea(it's like the Grammy Awards) so gah! Thinking of how they are rewarded for their hard work and great talent makes me so so HAPPY. I was about to cry when I watched them receive the grand award! God knows how much these boys have overworked themselves and cause them to sleep in hospitals countless of times. They've worked so hard!!

I was in doubt for a while when I saw the nominees for the awards a few weeks back. Judging from their 2 year absence and tough TOUGH competition, they would have lost but, GUESS NOT! XD

Dbsk won a total of 3 awards last night.
  1. YEPP Popularity Award
  2. Bonsang Award (they got it along with another 6 artists. You need this award to qualify for the Daesang)
  3. Daesang Award!

[Eng Sub/HQ] DBSK Main & YEPP Popularity Award @ Golden Disk Awards

Yoochun was so poetic! LOL!

[Eng Sub/HQ] DBSK wins the GRAND PRIZE! @ Golden Disk Awards


Ah heck! I feel like bursting into tears when I saw that group hug and gawd, the smiles on their faces makes me so happy! XD If you're thinking selling over 300,000 copies of an album is no big deal, you're wrong. I know that in the US, artists sell over a million or maybe millionS but hey, think of the size of that continent and the POPULATION? Plus, Korea is famous for downloading to a point where albums don't really sell anymore. I mean I'm sure most of us download illegally from the net. We don't pay a single cent on the songs we download so why would we spend our money on albums when we can download online? That's exactly why album sales have been dropping. DBSK sold about 500,000 from late August(it's been about 4 months?) and I gotta say, judging from Korea's album market situation, it's one hell of an achievement.

And god, they totally rocked the stage last night! I wish I was there!!

"Are You A Good Girl?" & "Mirotic" LIVE! @ GDA

I was surprised when 'Are you a Good Girl' started playing then I squealed with delight because I LOVE THAT SONG! I've been wishing that they'll perform that song one day and gah!! Guess my wish came true! Though I think the choreography was so-so but heck, it's so PARTY-ish! LOL! I especially love Changmin's dance choreo. As for vocals, I think it was okay. Not amazingly WOW WOW but pretty good judging it's the first(maybe the last) performance of this song and they were dancing too. Gah, Junsu's expressions are still as sexy as ever XD And Omg, Jae, WHAT ARE YOU WEARING?! or should I say what are you not wearing? XD Geez, the coordinators should just give him something better to wear.. but I guess the coordinators must haven known fangirls like me enjoyed seeing his um.. body. HAHAHA! And you can tell Yoochun was so hyped up during this performance. LOL!

And Mirotic!!! It was definitely the BEST Mirotic performance ever! Vocals were okay, pretty good and this orchestra-ish remix version is to die for! I would have given 10/10 if it weren't for that stupid pathetic line, "I've got you under my SKY". WTF? Does that make sense to you? Fyi, they had to change the lyrics because of a stupid ruling by something called "the youth protection committee/administration". Omg, does "I've got you under my skin" sound like having SEX to you? Geez. Now they can sing the original version for tv shows that air after 10pm, but not any earlier. This award aired at 7pm so yeah, I've got you under my sky. *rolls eyes* Anyway, forget about that; it'll only spoil my mood. Now's not the time. XD So back to Mirotic, OMG, that hip thrust short dance break was HOT. Jaejoong!! And Yunho's backflip was "O_O...WOW" to me. Changmin's scream cracked a bit but he's forgiven since they were performing 2 upbeat songs back to back. It's not easy singing and dancing at the same time.

Gah, I have to say, DBSK is one of the best boybands in history. I wish that they'll stay and be DBSK for the many many years to come. Their talent, hardwork, passion for music and their amazing brotherhood never cease to amaze me.




DBSK FOREVER!! YAY!!
CLassified at 10:39 AM

Monday, December 8, 2008
I'll wait for you at Twilight...
Twilight
"And so the Lion fell in love with the Lamb."


Twilight, the movie I've been waiting for months. I should be going crazy about it, spazzing about it every minute of the day but sadly, I'm not. To be honest, I'm utterly disappointed with it. Not that I find it REALLY bad but it's on the dotted line between average and 'ok' so you could say that it's averagely OKAY.

SPOILERS AHEAD.
DON'T READ THIS IF YOU'RE PLANNING TO WATCH IT.

Summary:

Bella Swan has always been a little bit different. Never one to run with the crowd, Bella never cared about fitting in with the trendy, plastic girls at her Phoenix, Arizona high school. When her mother remarried and Bella chooses to live with her father in the rainy little town of Forks, Washington, she didn't expect much of anything to change. But things do change when she meets the mysterious and dazzlingly beautiful Edward Cullen. For Edward is nothing like any boy she's ever met. He's nothing like anyone she's ever met, period. He's intelligent and witty, and he seems to see straight into her soul. In no time at all, they are swept up in a passionate and decidedly unorthodox romance - unorthodox because Edward really isn't like the other boys. He can run faster than a mountain lion. He can stop a moving car with his bare hands. Oh, and he hasn't aged since 1918. Like all vampires, he's immortal. That's right - vampire. But he doesn't have fangs - that's just in the movies. And he doesn't drink human blood, though Edward and his family are unique among vampires in that lifestyle choice. To Edward, Bella is that thing he has waited 90 years for - a soul mate. But the closer they get, the more Edward must struggle to resist the primal pull of her scent, which could send him into an uncontrollable frenzy. Somehow or other, they will have to manage their unmanageable love. But when unexpected visitors come to town and realize that there is a human among them Edward must fight to save Bella? A modern, visual, and visceral Romeo and Juliet story of the ultimate forbidden love affair - between vampire and mortal.

Credits: Internet movie Database.
Sigh... sounds beautiful, doesn't it? Lol. Well, it is! GO READ THE BOOK! Seriously, the movie did the book no justice whatsoever. I don't understand why some of my friends can say that the movie was awesome? Are you kidding me? The whole movie seemed so chopped up(like cut paste, cut paste) for me. There were too many areas and aspects that I thought weren't good enough. Everything moved too fast to a point where they couldn't really capture all the characters. Like, Alice only said.. what? 3-4 lines throughout the WHOLE 2hr movie? Jasper didn't even speak once. Emmett said a few words and mygod, Rosalie wasn't gorgeous enough when she was supposed to be the most beautiful being there?

There was supposed to be more interaction between Alice and Bella too. They were supposed to 'bond' at the hotel the time when Bella was running away with Alice and Jasper from the vampire, James who wanted her blood. AND, the scene where Bella escaped from Alice and Jasper after receiving a call threat from James was like.. WTF? I thought vampires were supposed to have super hearing and smelling senses? How can she just run off like that? The original scene was they were on their way to the airport to meet Edward and having so many people in the airport, it was easy for Bella to just slip away because there were too many 'scents' around? At least THAT made more sense. Geez, what was the director thinking? The director obviously did not read the book before directing ==" GAH! There's so much to say but I'll just stop before I go crazy.

So anyway, let's all go on the bright side ok? As much as I find the movie disatisfactory, I still have a few fav scenes. My most favorite one would be the scene in the meadow where Edward says a famous quote from the book, "So the Lion fell in love with the Lamb." KYAAHHH!!! XD I squealed out loud in the cinema! haha.. It's like an indirect confession~ *swoons*

Robert aka Edward definitely DAZZLED me in this scene.

Coming close in 2nd place will be the scene where Edward swerves into the scene with his HOT Volvo to save Bella from these horny sick rapists-to-be. How Robert acted as Edward when he said the lines, 'Distract me or I'll be going back to kill them!' was effing HAWT. His facial expressions were to die for!! >< I couldn't sit still in my seat the whole time XD

Last but not least, the fight scene between James and Edward. it was pretty good. Almost as good as how I imagined it to be. Overall, I think Robert did his part well as Edward. Although I found him not goodlooking enough for the role, I guess he made up for that through his acting. If you find him familiar, Robert Pattison acted as Cedric Diggory in 'Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire', the one who was killed by Voldermort and Harry was blamed for his death.

As for Kristen Stewart, I think she did okay acting as Bella. I noticed she was a bit stiff in some of the scenes though.

Oh yes, there was one thing that was totally unexpected for me in this movie...

CARLISLE!!

OHMYGAWD, seriously, he was HOT! I expected someone less goodlooking but hell, my heart thumped for him when he first appeared into the scene at the hospital. His voice is... *squeals* Carlisle is actually Edward's dad aka the one who made him a vampire. Yeah, HOT DADDY, BABY! XD I find it kinda weird that I'm swooning over the wrong person. I should be going crazy over Edward!

So yeah, that's basically what I have to say about Twilight.

I'll rate this movie: 2.8/5
(without thinking about the book)

They're filming the continuation, New Moon now and I hope that this one won't be as disappointing. I wonder how they're gonna do it though. Since New Moon was the most boring book in all of the Twilight Saga. We'll just wait and see. In the meantime, I'm gonna go reread the whole Twilight series again. XD
CLassified at 11:00 PM