Thursday, March 27, 2008
Scared outta my wits + Deadly Disease
Today had been depressing, tiring, outright scary, pretty exciting(I guess?) and everything in between... I have mixed feelings right now. =="

Main reasons why:-
#1. I was scared out of my wits today.
Well what happen was... we had presentations in Computing Principle Lab class today. It's more like a Business Plan presentation where we had to convince a group of investors(classmates) to invest in our business. It's a lab assessment which is totally started by our lecturer to screw us all. So anyway, today, Group 1-7 presented and their topics ranged from Casinos, Banana+Ice-cream, Fashion Mags, Fruit juices to Harry Potter Amusement Parks. O_O Yeah, no kidding. HARRY POTTER AMUSEMENT PARKS. "Bringing Fantasy into a reality," that's what she said. It was pretty unrealistic, but I actually liked the whole idea. It was pretty cool. But my MAIN point is... The Q&A session was downright SCARYY! It seemed like you carrying this heavy bomb with all your strength then suddenly, the thing explodes! I watched so many people get bombarded with hard and sometimes harsh questions till they have no idea how to answer them! And to imagine that I'll be facing it in less than a week scares me to death!!! *cries* Don't laugh! It's depressing and scary! *cries some more*

#2. My Deadly Disease: Procrastination
I've reached the highest stage of Procrastination so I don't think I can be cured at the moment.. unless some miracle (Jaejoong: That would be me. *sexy smirks* Me: JAEJOONG! DON'T INTERRUPT ME WHEN I'M TRYING TO BE SERIOUS!!) happens. I tend to postpone things and do them whenever I feel like it, and this disease of mine affects me a whole lot. In a negative way, of course. I mean, I'm still not studying like I told myself to when I started college, been rushing for my assignments even after I had LOADS of time to do it but didn't. Plus, I have finals next week. Next FRIDAY to be exact, and I still haven't started on my studying. I keep telling myself that I should but sadly, it's not working. I hate myself for being like this... I should be studying now but instead, I'm writing here. (Changmin: WHAT ARE YOU DOING?! GO STUDY NOW!) I'm SERIOUSLY depressed right now. I'm so worried about my finals!

You know, I REALLY should be studying now so I think i better go and force myself to. =="
Till next time, sorry if this entry seems a bit dull.

Depressed,
Jane
CLassified at 8:16 PM